See these jagged sleeves

I managed to pick the wrong colors,
The sad thing is they shone so bright,
I couldn't see the area surrounding me
I couldn't taste the hateful breast,
They weren't right.

You had to learn to handle me with care,
I was a fragile vase you tossed into the air,
You had to learn to talk real smooth
So I wouldn't notice you making the wrong move.

Despite darkened minions trudging beside me,
I learnt to smile and sting like a bee,
I would lure you in and toss you out
Like a rainstorm I came and went in a drought.

I wanted to dry you up and shrivel you inside
I had to watch the clock for my time I had to bide
If I took too long I would soon resist
The charming temptation of your teeth on my wrist.

I wanted to trust your pleaful notions
But soon realized you drew me in with potions
You were a fake, a fraud I say
I couldn't take it any longer and so my wrist I did fray.

Skipping Days Like Rocks On Water

-Read the best book EVER, title Sabriel, author obstructed by library tag >.> and too lazy to check spine of book-

-Felt better today, although I'm still yelling at everyone. I didn't get enough sleep due to compulsive book reading. Seriously, it was SO good-

-I yelled at my dad ALOT today. I wonder why he's still around. I feel so crummy about it-

-Starting to spend less time on the computer, this is good, perhaps I can spend more time reading and drawing and doing my homework!-

-Leaving to go start another book now, I will write when I feel I should-

-Christine.

Frustrated Parachutes

-.. And that's all I really have to say about that-

- Christine.

Sore bod, V1

-Exhibits for Friday and Saturday- a. The "Manuel Nudge" b. The "Justin Laugh" c. The "Drug Dealer" d. The "No." e. The question. f. The trust. g. Reliability. h. Run/Cut gym class, I give you the "OW." -Explanations are as followed. A. Movies, Manuel kept moving his arm annoyingly on the arm rest and his knee was shaking non stop. B. Justin laughs ridiculously loud for such a small shy person. I found this intrueging. C. Kevin Cheng showed up at the movies, I think I ran away. D. I asked my mom if I could go to Gary Point for the after-party. E. "May I go to Gary Point? PLEASE" F. I was really happy I could turst my mom to say no. G. I was really happy to be able to rely on my mom to make a correct decision. H. I ran in gym, but I cut through the bushes, so I barely ran a block. But I'm still sore. And tired. -So, I'm sore, I'm sick, and I'm stressed out.- - Christine.

Sleeping Syrens

-Oh boy am I tired. This school week has been rather stressful and I'm glad I have the weekend to get all caught up on my work-

-I went to Mandy's house and jammed, played some starwars, and played some project gothem racing. Also, as a reminder to myself, I listened to a really great song called "Rebel Cry". Somehow she always makes me smile and laugh as if there's no tomorrow. I love having that comfort zone between people, I love witnessing it and even more so playing part in it. Really, it's spectacular-

-I've decided I need to brush up on my writing skills, so tomorrow I'm going to complete my english homework. Excellent. Yay-

-We did the reading to learn test today in English class, I did not appreciate it-

-Time to go to sleep,

- Christine

Commanding Zhou's

"Even when I thought the day was through,
I couldn't stop my thinking of you."

-So my brain is working over time, has been for a while now. I'm just going to list things that are bothering me and then I may or may not explain them-

Exhibit a. Brianne the "Gib Addict"
Exhibit b. Returning to nightshift to "Infiltrate"
Exhibit c. Returning to smoking habit in "Park Hut"
Exhibit d. Unable to run around fence due to "Disabling Lung Capacity"
Exhibit e. "Brown Guy"'s strange personality and possible drug habits.
Exhibit f. Mishanou the "West-Vancouver Hip-Chick"

-Enough of that for now. I call labelling and naming progress. It's part of assessing and dealing with the situation, and the worries. Thus I can begin to let it go and get some more sleep, getting more sleep means I can return to the real world sometime soon. Hopefully-

-I also happen to be rather sick. Although, I believe that it is more or less my lack of sleep causing this and my recent society-withdrawel symptoms-

- Christine.