-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
feathers flying, tv laying crack to shit outside
Ted/meatspace says:
how very ogden nash-y
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
ogden what?
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
shutup leonidus
Ted/meatspace says:
... leonidas?
Ted/meatspace says:
i'm confused
Ted/meatspace says:
as always
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
it was the name of the snake i was looking at as i was talking to you
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
sooo.. out came leonidas.
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
i'm going to call you leonidas.
Ted/meatspace says:
awesome. TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL!!!!
Ted/meatspace says:
i suppose domino's in a messy dorm room qualifies as a hell, of sorts
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
LMAO

C'mon says:
That was the point.
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
It's not fair.
C'mon says:
For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
Are you really, or are you just saying that?
C'mon says:
I am.
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
Apology accepted.

C'mon just sent you a nudge.

C'mon says:
Oops.
C'mon says:
-hug-
-*- what's a troups recipe for treacherous times? i tell 'em fast cars, danger, fire, and knives says:
ROFL.

- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
rough timeline
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
born, cape town.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
nov 18 1990
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
scorpio
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
-nod-
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
Haha, your manner is so awesome
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
Yes, i see
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i moved to botswana, i can't remember where right now, when i was six months old.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
moved to vancouver when i was four.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
travelled lots.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
attended preschool twice.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
once there, once here.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
kindergarten and first grade were spent in a religious school.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
st.augustines.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i didn't like it.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the drive was too far.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i don't remember how i felt about leaving.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i had friends there.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
boys used to kiss me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
grade two through seven were spent in a local elementary school, archiblad blair.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was bullied.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was easy to bother because i cared to the bone about everything that went on between students and in what i considered to be the world.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
which, at the time, consisted of racism, descrimination, and love of all people.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i didn't want anyone to be treated the way iwas.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was even nice, not just civil, but i was kind to the people who were bullying me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i used to play soccer at lunch with boys when i could
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the rest of my time was spent making bracelets out of dead branches, wading through "lakes", playing island on a tree in a big "lake", eating sap fresh off of the trees, and playing sports.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
i do
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i spent a lot of time trying to be friends with people who didn't like me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
too.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i cried at my seventh grade graduation ceremony.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
like most people do.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i forgot to mention.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i used to swim.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i tought myself how to swim when i was one.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i'm a very good swimmer.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
water and i understand eachother.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i often dream of water.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was on a team.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
come eighth grade.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
things slowly started unravelling for me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was in a new environment
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
new teachers
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
new people
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it was exciting, at first.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
but slowly, people stopped liking me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i had a crush on a few boys, and they had crushes on me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i got invited to birthday parties.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i would have severe boughts of depression;.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i would lay in the field, no matter what temperature it was outside, and watch the clouds roll over the grass.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
thinking about how much easier life would be if i just ended it.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i used to imagine the vastness of space, and i could do it.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i could imagine something without any borders, without an end.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and it fit.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it fit into my head.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i used to think about how much nicer it would be for me to be in that space, perpetually.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
nothingness and all.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:

- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
come grade nine, these feelings of mine worsened.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i started cutting myself, and dressing what i presumed at the time to be gothicly.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
this is where things start getting fuzzy for me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i've mulled over the details for a long time.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i can't get anything straight.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i can't attach dates, times, or years to much from this point on.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i blazed with my friend malaya for the first time that summer.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i didn't do it again until september.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
start of the tenth grade school year.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i met a girl named amy, she introduced me to danny.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
danny is now a heroin addict, expelled from his own gang, and i don't know where or how he is.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
he was still attending school at the time.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
amy and i started blazing at school together.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it was fine with me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i always got stuff for free.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
hell, i even got little mermaid on ice tickets in a draw at school once.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i also won tickets to a basketball game.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and something else, i can't remember.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
<3
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
amy invited me to stay the weekend with her at her house one day, i believe in september.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i obliged, quite happily, seeing as i finally had a friend and all.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
her and i ended up at a boy named ryans house.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
ryans whereabouts are currently unknown, no one knows what has happened to him.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
we blazed, and i was pretty stoned.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
amy, who at the time was a cocaine addict and i was completely unawares, told me that if i wanted to get higher i could do a line of cocaine for five bucks.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
this girl had reemed me for money, completely wrung me dry. i only had five dollars left in my wallet.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i obliged, and did cocaine for the first time that night.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
amy owes me 160 dollars, presently.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
we went back to her house, and after a half hour or so
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i found myself more depressed then i had ever been in my entire, short, life.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
she kicked me out of her house the next day and told me she never wanted to see me again.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i went home, with my tail between my legs, to my loving parents.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i couldn't tell them what had happened, i just couldn't
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you can't just up and out with this sort of stuff.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you know?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
Yes
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
are you still listening?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
Of course. Listening to you now makes me doubt ever listening to anyone else
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
amys whereabouts are unknown, as well. she went missing in december.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
people say she's in edmonton, some say she's still around here somewhere.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
on september 10th, i tried to kill myself
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i ground up forty of my anti-depressants, a full bottle of celexa, in my fathers coffee grinder. i mixed the powder with water, and i drank it.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
shortly after, i called my long distance love. his name was phil. and told him i was ending it.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
his voice cracked, that's about it. he had always said he'd call me back, he'd come see me, but he never - ever did.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my parents were away watching the masters golf tournament. they love golf.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
eleven minutes after i drank my deadly concoction, i called 911 and told them what i had done.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the dispatch lady was impressed that i wanted to get help, and the paramedics weren't holding anything against me.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i can't imagine how depressing it must be to them to pick up a fifteen year old girl whose trying to kill herself.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i spent the day in the hospital, alone.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
they made me drink bottles of charcoal, and put an iv in my arm.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my stool was black for days.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my parents came into the hospital at six oclock, having had their cellphones turned off at the tournament. it's mandatory.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
to find that their sweet, sweet christine had just tried to off herself and had been insisting that it wasn't her parents fault to various social workers and youth counselors who worked through the hospital all day.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
needless to say, that week at school i was a tad loopy.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
i love it when you say that
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
on monday, i told my friend stephanie what i had done. she, in a typical melodramatic moment of idiocy, collapsed to her knees and started begging me to stay, screaming why, and bawling her eyes out.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i found it comical.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i thought to myself, how is it this girl cares more about me than i do?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
sounds it
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
from then on, my life consisted of pot and blow.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
anyday, anytime.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i really don't have dates for you now.
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
dont need them
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
but, at some point i was invited to start attending nightshift.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
nightshift is supposed to be a local recreational group for teenagers in richmond, and takes place at several different community centers here.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
when really, it's a safe injection site.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i met the wrong people, more or less importantly the wrong person.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the girl with the free crack cocaine, and cocaine.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the boy who would always give me free speed.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and the girl i would blaze with.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i had a system.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
every nightshift, i would depleat my resources.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
or, use them. rather.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
take advantage of what they had to offer.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
nightshift was only on weekends.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i only ever got to do blow and crack cocaine on weekends.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it was frustrating.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i would fiend during the week.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i started spending money on ectasy.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i would pop ecstasy during the week, and do cocaine on the weekends along with whatever else i could get my hands on.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it worked fine.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was running on a fifteen dollar allowance, that's three caps.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
three caps was enough to hold me off for two days, at most.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i would go around at lunch, at school, and ask people for money for food.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i'd always come up with another five or ten dollars.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
if that failed, and it rarely did, there was the locker room.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was cutting myself, using, and trying to impress my friends.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
two weeks before it happened, i was walking tight circles around trees to try to keep my mind from doing blow.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the week before it happened, i was at north vancouver outdoor school counselling.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it was not a fun week.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i looked haggard.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
always and forever
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
friday, june 23rd 2006.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the night.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i went to a bands night at the southarm community nightshift with a friend named sarah.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i hadn't intended on doing anything, i had a week to reconsider my actions outside of the city.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
sarah was doing e.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i thought, ah well, why not?
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i paid her for my cap, popped it without water, bought my ticket to the show and settled in for a good night.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was moshing, dancing, and i was completely unaware of what was happening to my body.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i sat down next to a stranger who offered me another cap, i split it with sarah.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my body was already trying to shut down.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i couldn't focus, my hands were shaking.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my jaw was clenching uncontrollably.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i put my sunglasses on and they fogged up immediately, i took them off.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i tried to dial my moms number, it took me a few tries to get it right.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
when she picked me up, she looked weary.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my entire side of the car had fogged up.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you couldn't see through the windows.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i remember looking at the streetlights and thinking they were diamonds.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my mother turned to me, and she said; "christine, do you need to go to the hospital?" i said yes.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i spent grand total five minutes in the waiting room, almost losing consious.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i entered the hospital with a heart rate of 180, and a temperature of roughly 102.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
they immediately tried to hook me up to an iv, but they couldn't find my vains.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
they tried on the top of my hand, the tried on the side of my hand, and eventually succeeded in the crook of my arm.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you see?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
7
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
hm?
c=evil sa=cid aLhe=ad says:
go on
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
the nurses gave me a bottle of charcoal to drink.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and i was given tongue supressors to chew on.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my pupils were the size of the moon, i thought.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you could hardly tell the color of my eyes.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
a woman walked by with long curly hair, and at first i thought she was carrying a zebra hand bag - then i realized she was carrying a cat - and then my mother told me she wasn't carrying anything.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i was beginning to hallucinate.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
a doctor came in. he told me that if my vitals didn't settle in the next half hour, my heart wouldn't be able to take it anymore. i would go into cardiac arrest, or i would start siezuring.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my dad was standing at the end of my bed, he said to me; "look at what you've done to yourself, look! this is f'cking embarrassing."
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my mom sent him home.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
a little bit later, an older woman who was a bit overweight came in via ambulance.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
she had just suffered a major heart attack.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i looked over to her bed, through the curtain.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
she suddenly exhaled, and the heart moniter stopped beating - it was a flat line.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i heard the nurse call the code, repeatedly, and a dozen hospital staff were at her side in what seemed like an instant.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i heard the sound of the flatline, and the sound of the panels as they tried to revive her.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i laughed.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i laughed at her.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i look back now, and i think that's the most upsetting thing about that night.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i laughed at an elderly woman dying, while in the bed beside her in an irresponsible fifteen year old girl with no respect for life what-so-ever.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it's embarrassing.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
in the time my mom and i spent in the hospital together, i unravelled all of my secrets.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i had made my decision.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it was now or never.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my mom and i took a cab ride home.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
we disregarded the doctors advice that i should stay overnight, and go into a detox program the next morning.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i woke up the next morning, i couldn't stop shaking.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my legs were bouncing, my eyes darting all over the place.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i couldn't concentrate on anything.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i sat down with my parents, and we laid out rules and a plan to get through this.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and we did.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i cleaned my room that day, for the first time in my life. like really, actually cleaned it from top to bottom.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
my mom and i have that in common, when something traumatic happens to us - we clean.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
we are subconsiously trying to rid the place of anything bad that might have happened there.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it took me six months to go near a mirror.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
a flat mirror.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it took me eight months to stop preaching to my friends about drug addiction.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
it took me another week to figure out for myself that you really can't change other people.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
you can't mold them into perfect rolemodels for yourself, everyone will always make their own decision.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i know face a lifetime addiction.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i am a drug addict.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
in perpetual recovery mode.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i'm almost two years behind in school.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
i have very, very few friends.
- Sæglópur ... domiknitrix. 6046192529. says:
and i still battle depression.

Proclaim

Ted/agarthanmushrooms says:
if you were from outer space, you'd probably be from one of jovian moons that erupts in worldwide volcano every 10 seconds
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
lol.

Bubble Theorem

Ceiling Cat says:
I'm gonna get dragged out to ball hockey next season, or something
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Excellent.
Ceiling Cat says:
excellent?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Darkness only prevails in the absence of light. <3
Ceiling Cat says:
true
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
ball hockey has a lot to do with bright lights.
Ceiling Cat says:
I suppose so... I dunno, I'm targety
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Naw.
Ceiling Cat says:
I am though
Ceiling Cat says:
they put a buncha shit on me and make me stand where everyone shoots at
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Oh God.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Bring a flashlight?
Ceiling Cat says:
why a flashlight?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Good source of light in a pinch.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
A wind up lantern is better though.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
You manufacture it yourself then.
Ceiling Cat says:
nah... -=shrug=- I suppose I kinda asked for it when I said "I suppose I could paly"
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
-pat pat-
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
it's okay
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
you can call me when your face is broken and you're in the hospital
Ceiling Cat says:
yeah, I'll survive
Ceiling Cat says:
and... I get a full face mask...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
And?
Ceiling Cat says:
means no breaking face?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
What if a flaming puck of DOOM comes and slices through your metal frame mask thing?
Ceiling Cat says:
it's a ball... thus ball hockey
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Flaming BALLS OF DOOM then.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
God.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Quit cramping my doomsday.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
-crosses arms and huffs-
Ceiling Cat says:
actually, the flaming balls of doom are shot from my team, mostly
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
-fumes-
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
do you want me to bring out the bubble?
Ceiling Cat says:
I'm sure there will be doom
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
I'll bring out the bubble. >=|
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
The bubble of DOOM.
Ceiling Cat says:
NUUUUUUUU
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
-glare-
Ceiling Cat says:
I'M SORRY
Ceiling Cat says:
I WILL BREAK MY FACE FOR YOU
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Bow down. >=|
Ceiling Cat says:
I BOW
Ceiling Cat says:
I BOW
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Good.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
=)
Ceiling Cat says:
my mashter
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Puppy want biscuit? Eh? eh?
Ceiling Cat says:
ruff??
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
Rofl.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Inquire - d[-_-]b - Full of M3. - Can't kill a thing that's already dead, so leave my soul alone. says:
/end.

My concerns are taking over my brain. I'm the leader of a foul army in the house of pain. If I read, the words get scrambled like my mothers eggs on toast. If I speak, I get into trouble and it's my head they all wanna roast. I'm stuck in a perpetual cycle that I'm unwilling to admit. My head is lacking and my hand can't perform wit. My eyes are roughed like the palms of hands.

So I tried writing and when I opened up my pen my shit all came tumbling out. It stains my paper brown and ..

This is the end.

Cuckoo-Ookoo-Ookoo

This big lumbering beast I want to cage and keep to myself,
Life is too high and I can't reach it's shelf,
All strung out and my head combusts,
Life's afraid of my hearts feeble trust,
I'm all worn out and covered in rust,
Warm this engine - make me lust.

Cuckoo-Cuckoo Animal Collective

How I lost my boy
How I lost my boy
How I lost my boy
How I lost my boy

The king and I died
He kept floating past my eyes
And singing his songs
Life was good now death surrounds
Cause you can't feel a thing
No heart flutters in late spring
You just drift and pray
For sun-kissed, golden days

And I can't hold what's in my hand
Don't do any good to say this isn't what I planned
And little kids slide down on steel park slides
Little kids can't play with things that died
Sometimes all I want's one favorite song
And two to three minutes don't seem so long
And where's my mom, I wanna hold her tight
She's so far away from crowded nights

I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Well I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Where I'm going

I said please stay
You can see me, don't go away
I can't see the landscape
Please describe it's amarynthian haze
It's odd where I am
They're people, you're not like them
They just look away
For rain-quenched golden days

My tears quenched five feet along
And I can scream but cannot yawn
And people gonna come and people gonna cry
We just hope it's worth the age we die
Don't try to erase what you have done
Put your favors in a mouth, and kiss it if it wants
And where's my friend, I wanna hold him tight
He's so far away from mountain light

I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Well I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Where I'm going

And I can't hold what's in my hand
Don't do any good to say this isn't what I planned
And little kids slide down on steel park slides
Little kids can't play with things that died
Sometimes all I want's one favorite song
And two to three minutes don't seem so long
And where's my mama, wanna hold her tight
She's so far away from crowded nights

I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Well I'm going cuckoo-ookoo-ookoo
Where I'm going

Sometimes I wonder how I keep from going under

I had a very real dream that has frightened me, badly.

At the beginning of the dream I went into a maze of sorts in a large warehouse with some friends. We arrived in a large room, the lights were flashing, and it was very dark. I hear my friend tell me there's a tiger or lion of sorts in a room. I don't remember the details. I get somewhat enslaved by a very controlling man, I'm his favorite. What he does with the other people when he's done with them, he looses them into the livestock room and unlocks the cages. Somehow I manage to displease him and he wants to kill me too, and after several intense mishaps I manage to free myself and run through the yard, into the highway and get into someones car. Every time I get into someones car that isn't Sharons, they lead me astray and I end up bailing out of the car or facing my pursuer.

I land up back in the house/warehouse/maze "working" for this person. I'm deathly afraid of them. This time around, he fastens the girls to a conveyor belt and disposes of them through a small hole in the wall. I try to get away, but I land up in some gothics girls car and they lead me back to the home. I am sitting at a table in the cafeteria when he notices me again, and so I run. I run in the wrong direction, and have to double back through a very empty room. That empty room has my red backpack in it. I can't remember if I pick it up or not, but I run to the road again and flag down someones car. The man who lets me in his car looks very familiar, in his lap are adult magazines, and he has an erection. He turns to me and says "I hope you don't mind." and turns around on the road to go back where I just came from. I jump out of the car and into another car that has the girls in it. I make it to Minorou Pavillian, but when I go inside it turns into a game. I spend a few minutes in training, knowing that the man who wants to feed me through the conveyor belt is right behind me. When I get out into the real world of the game, it is nothing but a pitch black corridor for a while. I can feel him sneaking up behind me. There is candelight in the next area of the game, and I see my pursuer has caught up to me. He casts slowing spells on my character, but misses the second time as I am going around a corner - they hit the wall. I cannot find Sharon. I exit the game. I cannot find anywhere safe to go. Because this is such a dead end, and I do not want to see what will happen to me when he catches up to me, I wake up.

This dream has not been completed.

Homework sucks, I want to eat it.

(Sung to bats eat bugs)

Homework sucks, I want to eat it,
Homework sucks, it don't eat toddlers,
Homework sucks and it'll steal you for dinner,
So don't give in to the man.

Homework eats children, it don't eat parents,
Homework eats children, it don't eat mom or dad,
Homework eats children and it wants us to die,
So make sure it goes away quick.

Teachers suck, they eat people,
Teachers suck, they'll eat you and me!
Teachers suck, and they'll steal your soul,
So go hang it high in a tree.

*ROFLCOPTER*

- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:

Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you read my mind
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
just facebook
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
zomgzomgzomg.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
took a ride in an 84 regal today o-o
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
s'a funny car
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
very nice
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
the engines so fucked it doens't go over 60
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
anywho.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sup?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
full of macdonalds crispy chicken snack wrap - which is ohso yummy.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
just eat sum chicken cecar salad
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and im spent totaly in need of a nap
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but for sum reason i want to cuddle something soft
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
does that make me gay
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no, that makes you.. insecure?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or in dire need of comforting.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
cuddle slut
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
neither of which are ghey.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i think i was a dog in a past life
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
it'd make a lot of sence
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
dogs dont cuddle
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sum dogs do
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
mine does
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but you do get kicked around =P
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
bwaha.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
true...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you sleep with your dog? ew.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
he lays on the foot of my bed
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i can't stand the smell of dog
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
ya wet dog is narsty
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but he dosnt smell bad usaly
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
he's not like other dogs
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what kind of dog is he?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
he does'nt shed so he dosnt have that oily fur
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but he has to get a hair cut every now and then
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
he's a wheaten snoodle
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a wheaten terrior mixed with a snozer poodle
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
a whaba wha?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a mut i guess
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so im gonna get to that nap
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i guess
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
fine, leave.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
>_>
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'll go talk to my invisible not-online friends and leave them incriminating messages
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
fun?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
s'a joke.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
are you okay?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
ya
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
just in a weird mood i suppose
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
feels like it
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or er, seems like it
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i swear to god i'm not going to astral over and check on your aura.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i swear i swear i swear.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thats a lie!@
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
send me link
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what link?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i dunno
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'm an empath
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i can create portals and stuffs
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
n_n
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sweet
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'll say
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
come chill with moi
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
hm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sure, if i can concentrate.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
kay
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
complete silence
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
........
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
LOL
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
wait
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
do you feel spiritual entities and stuff?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
if not, this experiment is completely useless.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
entities?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
uhm, things.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
like people, or "ghosts"
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i beilve that im a very spiritual person
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
good, so you don't think i'm nuts?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
not completly
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
okay.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
even if i told you i adopt wings every so often?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i have once or twice
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
LOL
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
wait
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't get it
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
were you just syaing that or was that in part answering my question?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'm really tired too
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
all of the above
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if what i thought you ment by adopt wings is actualy what you ment by adopt wings.....
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
what did you mean by adopt wings?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it means i borrow them from whichever spirit is passing through my gateway
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i myself am a sort of gateway
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
arnt we all?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
hence, when i'm talking to adrian (the person who taught me all of this) i adopt different personalities =P
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
possibly.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
do go on
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and say what?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
im not sure
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but im intreged
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so you beleive that you adopt the personalities of spirits that pass through you?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no, adrian believes that
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i believe that that's just bipolar/manic depressive behavior
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
all that emoting
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but i am skeptical
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
either way
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
huh
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
he also doesn't think i'm human
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
withc would make you.....
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
a jotun
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
gygr, more correctly
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
witch is...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
which is a giant.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
female giantess, more correctly
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a giant?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mhhhm.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i think otherwise though
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't believe i have a different form
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
well, if i did i would assume i were a gypsy
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
more or less
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
because when i see myself, i'm always a gypsy with curly brown hair with these long white slender wings and a skirt made of hundreds of these pieces of brown and green and yellow sash o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and a gypsy and a jotun r not human?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i have no idea what isn't consider human
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
considered*
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i'd consider a cyclops human
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
possibly even an ape
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you think?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
close
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sub human?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, it depends
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but who's to say were higher then they are
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i think what adrian means is along the lines of angels and deities
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
deities?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
things inhibiting human form
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
gods
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
demi gods, that sort of thing
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
oh i c
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so the spirit of a super natural being that has taken human form...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yes
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
somewhat
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
adrian has an angel living inside of him named flynn, she was exhiled from heaven for refusing to obey god or satan
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
exiled from heaven for not obeying satan?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you think that'd get you in
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
nono
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
exhiled from heaven for refusing to obey satan or god
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she was also kicked out of hell
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Ahhh
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well i'd think hell would b a little bit harder to get out of....
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mmm, not necesarily
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i believe there's some sort of game rule involved
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she didn't necesarily do anything bad to make her stay in hell
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or be "damned"
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
so i believe she had the right to leave
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't know
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
anyway
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she's in adrian
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Kool
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sort of
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she pisses me off
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she's very controlling and demanding
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
fucking angels always used to getting their own way >_>
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
mabie thats why she got kicked outa heaven
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
lol
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i could see her trying to overrule god
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
lmao
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sent to earth from heaven to...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
nothing
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
from hell i mean*
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
she's here recovering
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
recovering?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mhm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
her spirit to get back in heaven?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
well, it's not like she had a get out of jail free card
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
to get wherever she plans on going
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a second chance?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
interesting
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
well, no
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
almost...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i think the reason we end up with so many spirits here on earth is because it's either the trial zone, or it's just where all the idiots go that don't feel like participating in heaven or hell
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't believe in evil, and i can't see any selfless good being done that's truly selfless
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
what is heaven and hell?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
at least by humans
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
ask the bible =P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you beileve that?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
the bible?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
yupe
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't follow a religion.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'm agnostic.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
wich is why i was surprised...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
agnostic?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
inbetween, waiting for proof
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
well, you're interested so you deserve to know the whole story =P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:

Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
shoot
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you cought sumthing im passonate in
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
religion or spirituality?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
both coenside i think
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what i do is completely different from wiccan or pagan religions
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i dont think theres eny set religion that i could follow
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't spell cast or use my power to influence people to do wrong
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no, i couldn't see myself following a religion
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what happens if you make the choice, but that religion isn't the correct religion, and if there is a heaven and hell you're sent to hell for not knowing which is right and which is wrong?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if enything i think im more native religion wide
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
based more on spirits and earth
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mhm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i liked the natives until they started abusing their rights
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but that's another story all together.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well i think that religions were basicicly ment to keep ppl goverened b 4 they could govern them selves
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that's a good point
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
keep them on the good side and not do bad things that would sentice them to be punished
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or recouver
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, like a scare tactic
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sort of like bushes reign on terror
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
of*
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol hahahaha
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
dammed for enterinity....
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if we were created by a higher being why would he put part of them self into somthing only to have it dammed to torment if it dosnt make the right decisions with its life....
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
mabie stuck in limbo till they recouver or sumthing
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
because, there's another theory, that this is the trial phase.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
what do you mean?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i forget what it's called
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but there's supposedly a place inbetween heaven and hell
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
p-something or other
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you go there when you don't necesarily qualify for hell or heaven
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i was talking about it with one of the summer rec workers at touchstone
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
he thinks that this is that stage
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but i wish there was some criteria somewhere, that god had written himself, to give us guidelines as to what we're supposed to be doing here
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you know?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
being told what to do and doing what you feel is wright is different
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
SO
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if i told you somthing would you listen?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i do listen o-o
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i'd ask if you'd think im crazy but i think were past that stage
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
my thoughts on life after death....
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
(listens)
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
have you ever heard of 11:11?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no i haven't
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i'm not sure if this is true
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and its gonna b reaaly hard for me to explain
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
b alot easy in person but then we got the shyness to deal with
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
SO
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
ja, boo face
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a car crashes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
into a river with her kid in side
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
by standers rush in to try and save them
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i assume you mean a mother and kid?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
ya sorry bout that
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no problem
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
go on n_n
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
kay so they drag them to shore but they are both uncouneous
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
an abulance comes and they recepricate the mother
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but the kid has to be taken to a hospital and is in a coma
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and later looses his pulse
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and it was all over the news and every one is " praying" or thinking and hoping for the kid to pull through
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and the kid comes back to life
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
might have the story a little bit off
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but the point is on 11:11 the earth recarges its magnetic feild
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
witch is the most powerfull time for mericals or what have you
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so with that in mind
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i beleive that the northern lights
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
witch is caused by the magnetic feild going around the earth
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
are spirits
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and since all electric currents have a magnetic feild around them
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and all living things have a electric current
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i beleive we are all connected
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and some ppl are able to tap into this feild
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
we would sometimes technically not though o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but go on
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and also that spirits are able to communicate by munipulating electric and magnetic feilds
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
for example
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
have you ever noticed that your more drawn to look at a clock
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
at say
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
3:33
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or 11:11
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
1:23
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i'd like to think that, thats one way they're able to let us know that there watching over us
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't think they're watching over us, at least not all of them, but i think they're just watching
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but i do believe they try to get our attention
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thats what i ment..
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
more or less
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
for instance, i was "visiting" my ex tyler, and i noticed there was a figure moping around in his room
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
so i said, well he's big and burly an dhas a tattooo and a big bushy beard, given some prodding and what not
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and he tells me that's his dead father
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
strange
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i can't communicate with spirits, but i can see them.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
if i choose to pay attention.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
can you see aura's?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i forget what its called when you can
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but i think i can see strong ones
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i also think that young children )
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i can see aura
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
auras*
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
if i look for them
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but the thing is, i never understood that seeing isn't sight, it's with your inner eye
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
(be it cause their newly reincarnated spirits ) or just young but i think babys can see aura's
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
so everything i interpreted as seeing was completely and utterly wrong.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but then t.v and other fake entertainment confuses them because they cant see the ppl on t.v's aura
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
babys can see everything, i think.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so they loose the ability
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
as can cats
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
my cats are always looking at things around me in empty spaces
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it freaks me out when they look past me sometimes, but then i just "look" and i feel safer.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i had to get adrian to come and clean out my house though
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol how come?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
there was this angry thing by my front door
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and a porcupine looking thing that was always trying to creep up my stairs.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i also figured out, that in my sleep, i leartn when i was really young to create a protective spiritual barrier between me and the immediate world so i can transfer myself into dreams
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and i believe that dreams are real, they just take place with your spiritual being versus your immediate being.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
oh, and there's a possum type thing that clings to the drainpipe outside my window.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it's always watching me fall asleep.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
strange
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mhm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and once i was over at shixxys, and a gnome-like creature stayed here.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't think everyone can tell that i make portals, instead of actually moving myself (i'm lazy that way, so says adrian)
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
so sometimes things get confused.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
weird T_T
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
strange
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
speaking of gnome like creatures
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
im gonna get my sister to design me a tattoo
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
her style is real spirutal fantasy ish
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so im gonna get a bush tree going up my spine
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and at the base the roots go under my belt line
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
were mush rooms and herbs are growing
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
aaaaaaawesome o-o
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
being attended too by gnomes and fairies
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
who are being stalked by goblins and moles that i trying to steal their magic
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o-o
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you're my favorite friend >_>
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and then eventualy if i want it to take up my whole back
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
im gonna get the moon and stars on one side of the trees
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and the sun and clouds on the other
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that's a lot of ink buddy
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o-o
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and prolly a 3rd or 4th moon
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well not all at once
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
it'd b over the corse of several years
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i know, but that's going to cost you =P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
prolly not starting till im 20
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
meh
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
moneys money
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
truth
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'm moving out in august
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
woooooow
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
same
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i think i told you that
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you did?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Mhmm
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i want to go to salmon arm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i see.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i want to go wherever i can get a roomie
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
right now marissas thinking of getting out too
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but she's going to be the same age i am
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and i'd rather be living with someone who has superiority over me so they'd keep me straight
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
to be honest
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but i'm thinking seattle, so far.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
'cos AI is there
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and that's a really good school
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
kool beans
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yarrrp
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
dam!
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
to late to nap now i guess
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or i wont b able to get to sleep when i should b alseep
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
HUZZAH
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Good talk though!!
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i guess o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i enjoyed it
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i guess i did too o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
are you leaving or something?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
no not yet
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
was just brefly thinking about it
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but i think when it gets dark out im gonna go sit in the hot tub
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and look at the stars
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and get sum deep thought goen
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
on what we just talked about
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
jealous.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
per usual
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
>_>
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
zomg.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'd love to live on my own.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i could walk around naked all i want
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
whenever i want
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
YES
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
omg.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
depends on the roomie
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but im looking foward to that!!
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
lol.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mars wouldn't mind me stalking around nekked.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't think
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
the only problem is she's super christian
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
TT_TT
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
do you know eny realy good book stors round here?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or there
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or enywere
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
uhm, anywhere but chapters
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but go to the book warehouse downtown
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
ya checked there
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sale price books =P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
were is it?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you can get hard covers for cheap
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
errr
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
google it
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
would they have rare books
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
would you want to go with me some time?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sure thing
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Bo ya
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
uhhhmm, i'm not sure if they'd have rare books but we could take a look regardless
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what are you looking for?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i've been looking for one book in paticular for a very long time
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
its called a yaqui way of knowledge
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
its about shalmans and how they used drugs like mushrooms an peote to have spiritual jourynys
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
shamans*
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or.. shamen
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
yupe
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
parden my spelling
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but ya i think its kool
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
how ppl have been doing it for hundrends of years
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and with out even knowing
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, your spelling always sucks (i've adjusted)
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it's very instinctual
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
why don't you just go to africa? XD
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or australia
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thats what i went looking for when doing mushrooms
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i think it'd b kool to go actualy learn from a shamen
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
trip to africa would b sweet or mexico but not for a few years
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and still this book would open up my mind
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, but how are you going to use that knowledge when you get back to a place like north america?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it'll be worthless
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i use it in every day life
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
interactions with ppl
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
what i do and the choice i make when faced with a dissicion
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
it helps me make the right ones to get were i want to b
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
right, i was totally thinking medicine man
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
wait.. or is that right
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
ah fuck, i can't keep track of my thoughts
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a shamen could b medicine men
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you were right
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but its also understanding how to interact with spirits
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
learning...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
from your mistakes and those of others
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
from spirits...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
pritty much its how i want to live my life
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
now rushing every were
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
not*
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but to be happy with what i have and what im capable of getting
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol thanks
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mm, it does sound like a good way of life
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
to be one...
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but i still believe that that can be self taught.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well im sure therers more to it
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
the shamen weren't trained to be one way or the other, they were selected because they showed aptitude in wisdom and consious decision making
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
what i say is pritty much what i've tought my self or picked up ove the years
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
hm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or er.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah maybe there was training involved.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't know anymore.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you'd have to be tought by your elders...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but to be one with eart and spirits
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and to some how be able to use that to benifit others in their travles and mine
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
true
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but wasn't the purpose of a shaman really just to be an advisor?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but how, why and who
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
im not sure exactly
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
how, when people sought wisdom they went to the shaman
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
my ex gf was a good friend with a guy that was wanting to go to africa to be a shamen
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
whyyy? because they needed some sort of guidance
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and tought me sum stuff but sucks i stoped talking to him after we broke up
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that does suck
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
are you and jocselyn getting along better now?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but "how" do you help, and know "who" to help and "why" eather bother
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
no im cut
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
she's trying her best to forget i ever existed
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
ghey.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
witch is alright i gues
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i just dont understand how i could have been so incredibly horrible that she feels i dont deserve to talk to her eny more
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but what ever
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i've moved on and am happy once more
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
really really?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
y
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
a
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Yay me!
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that's awesome n_N
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so ya im intreged about shamanism
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
the wise man
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i guess i could sort of some what see you being wise o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i woulndt spend my hole life trying to figure out lifes secrets
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but along my travles to death i'd like to gain knowledge to pass on to my children or other travles
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
to make the path easyer and more enjoyable to travle
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i suppose
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but stuff like that just comes with age and experience
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but getting ppl to understand with out repeating your self, or sounding like an idiot is the hardest part
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
true
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but some ppl make mistakes and dont learn from then
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
theres no sence in practicing your mistakes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if you make them learn from them
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you can't change other people though
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
no wouldnt change
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
not at all
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
just use my knowledge to benifit
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but they'd have to want to listen
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
then i'd open doors to and from their mind
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so they too could...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
understand
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
true, but you can't just go around preaching.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
things come in time, if someone needs help and they come to you - feel free
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but you can't go looking for tihngs like that.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
exactly
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you'll never find them.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
never have
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i'm actualy quite shy and quite
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
justin, i KNOW you're shy and quiet
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i've known you for two years.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
sooo
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
when ppl do want to talk to me
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i can talk
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
is it the absence of noise that makes ppl listen....
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
like the blind man if you cant see are your other sences hightened
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, and that's been scientifically proven
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what's your point?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if a tree falls in the woods does it make a sound?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
yes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if you want too
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
you could feel it too
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
its a living thing with a electric current that we are all connected too
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
when it days you can feel it fade
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and when it falls you can hear its crys
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
technically any sound made by a living organism is spoken
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but if we can not hear or feel the passing of the tree
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
like on the highway to whistler, when they cut the rock, you can hear it scream.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
was it ever realy there?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
potentially
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
o_O
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if you go through life with out love...
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and leav nothing or do nothing to be remebered by
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
did you ever live
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
exist?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
or jus wait to die
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah you did exist.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you're getting existing confused with "living"
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and i still don't understand what point you're trying to conclude
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
do you think every thing have a purpose?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
not a purpose, but capability.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
capability for what?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
in other words, everyone is capable of having purpose.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but if you dont have a purpose why exist?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
because you exist wether you like it or not
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
and those who choose to sit around and mope about it can suck my dick
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but there must be a reason why you exist
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no there mustn'y
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
not necesarily
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it's not like someone gave god a list of things to do and assigned people to do it, but thought it would be fun to not tell them what they were supposed to be doing
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
why
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
if you had a purpose, it would be CLEAR to you.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
or you could just find a purpose.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
not necesarily
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it's not use moping around guessing about purpose and what not, purpose will come if you're not looking for it.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i beleive the meaning of life is to find your purpose
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i don't.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but you believe what'll make you feel better about your life.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
it'll come if you're not looking for it
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thats a good quote
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well oviously its not the soul purpse of life
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
we don't HAVE purpose
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
if we had PURPOSE we wouldn't be DESTROYING everything.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
we're not the devils advocates, or disciples of the lord.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
well not every one is aware
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
we're just the inbetween people, fucking everything u8p.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
not every one understands
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
that we are one with the earth and spirits
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and if we kill her we all die
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
witch we are slowly doing
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and sadly it cant realy be changed only slowed down
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
which i realized in grade eight, there are bigger issues than making people realize there are spirits in the world.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
we do what we can
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but like with 11:11
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
no, i think you're just doing what you can to sound like a shaman
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
some ppl beleive that, that one point were the earth is recharging its magnetic feild
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
if we all gave a little bit our our's
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
what does that have to do with anything?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
it would help jump start and strength it
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
so instead of every one taking from the earth
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
to give somthing back would help save it..
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
lol to sound like a shaman....
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
think of the earth as a refridgerator.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
im only thinking out loud
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
we take what we need and leave the rest.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that should be your philosophy.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
getting your response to cross examen what im actualy saying
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
to desiffer which is nonsence and witch is actual
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
decipher
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
take only what i need and leav the rest
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
it's sounding like a load of non-sense for the past ten minutes
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i cant take somthing and not give somthing back
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah you can.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
you drive a car.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
why would i want to
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
a truck, actually.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
that's taking and not giving back.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and i recycle
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
so don't be hypocritical.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
RECYCLING doesn't PRODUCE oxygen, does it?
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
my house is surrounded by tree's
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i've gone planting tree's
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i walk were i can
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
drive were i have too
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
sure.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
=P
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i farmed
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
i grew things
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
mhm.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
as i said, believe whatever makes you feel better about your life.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thats pritty blunt
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
thanks enyways for listening
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
when have i ever not been blunt o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
but you're going in circles
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
Mhmm
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
i'm sorry
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
no its prolly true
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
try and made sum sence of it all
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
someday you'll take a look at it and go cross eyed XD
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
but its easyer to think out loud
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
and get imput
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
input*
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - Ze 'Pod d[-_-]b says:
yeah, it is sometimes.
Justin - Free and easy down the road i go says:
instead of just pulling things out of my ass

Lol

- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
Kill BleachMan
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
He's my ex wifey
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
and a total boo brain.
@#$% says:
He looks like it.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
Grroaaar.r
@#$% says:
What happened to make this dude a poo brain?
@#$% says:
And what kind of death are you ordering?
@#$% says:
You can get a torture/death combo for $3.95.
@#$% says:
Limited time only.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
Mm, I think I'll take it. Could you throw in Sodomy for .50C?
@#$% says:
I'd have to call Tim.
@#$% says:
I'm not the sodomy guy.
@#$% says:
I'm the chainsaw guy.
@#$% says:
But we can make that happen.
@#$% says:
Give us a coupon for Dry Cleaning and we'll throw in sodomy for free.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
Okay.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
Deal.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
=P
@#$% says:
xD
@#$% says:
We're horribly disturbed people. xDD
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
That we are. O_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - says:
And cheap. T_T

There.

Justin deserves a special mention.

Justin, you're special. Come visit, we've got a town to demolish.

Fuck

upon melting stars says:
AND I stepped on this rough piece of wood and now have these weird hole/slice in my foot.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
--->
@#$% says:
Wow.
@#$% says:
That's pretty haggard.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
It was pretty sore.
@#$% says:
I can imagine.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
C'est la vie.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
I think I should die or something.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
'Cos I think I'd stop worrying then.
@#$% says:
About your foot?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Naw.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
More serious things then that. o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Like going to go get tests done that I've delayed for a year and a bit, Tyler coming back from the ranch, patching things up with Kalyn, and then upholding a successful relationship with Tyler if he does still decide to like me.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And starting birth control, and waking up and benig an adult to myself for once
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Instead of being one to everyone else.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Stop feeling superior to the inferior twats who think their toes hurt because their heart is aching.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And upholding a relationship with Amanda, who I just reconnected with today.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
We saw Stardust, good movie.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And the start of school, being thrown into the pool of sharks.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Tossed by every glance like a seabird caught in a terrible storm.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Constantly watching my back in this state of fearless paranoia (don't ask), inevitably growing to loath everyone around me, using the counsellors to get my way, lying to myself and the people who try to get close me, encasing myself in layers and layers of thick, oily, leather, refusing to let the sharpest knife penetrate me.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
I lived the summer in some wonderland where I was independant, had somewhere to go, had people to see, was welcome wherever I went.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Now it's back to being the underdog to everyone.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
So, holy fucking shit I deserve a mental breakdown or something.

Everything is so fucking funny to you.

You're pretty much the only friend I have right now.

You and your brushing aside, things to do elsewhere, going out and partying and having a good time.

I envy you and your ridiculously good life.

Good bye.

Heart Swollen

Marina says that this is my safe house.

This is where I will be welcome, no matter how shit I feel or what I've done.

I am very grateful, so grateful I was in tears.

TomTom

The Fateful Fortune Cookie

July 16, 2007 - I just checked my Facebook account and checked my fortune cookie application. When it changed, it read "The one you need to meet is looking for you." I was like WHOA, mang, wtf? And THEN I went and looked around all over the place, trying to find the one that was looking for me. Lo and behold, the one place that is most obvious is MSN (where I never sign off, or leave alone for more than eight hours). So I look on my "other contacts" list and there's this weird name, something about the souls of fallen men and I'm all dude no, who is this bitch? So I talk to them, and for the longest time I had no idea who they were or where I had met them. Turns out Thomas is a 6'7 seventeen year old gay stripper at a mens club.

Yeah, I know.

Something about wine and coffee cups,
Something about them roses bloomin',
Something about the boys mowin' lawns,
Makes me want to smile.

Premadonna,
Coked out in the fauna,
Thinkin' about where she gon' go.

Psychic rocker,
Tripped out at the doctor,
Wonderin' where he might be.

And we're all fallen, fallen, fallen,
Angels.

And we're all callin', callin', callin',
For retribution.

But there ain't no sun beneath the soil,
And that's where our flowers grow,
Can't see no light, be it day or night,
Who knows, who knows, who knows?

Where we go, if it's up or down,
We never quite figure out,
Livin' in the night, be it dark or light,
Who knows, you know, we know.

Little catepillar,
Feasting 'pon the tea pillars,
Waitin' for his life to change.

And them doves,
Know where their peace lies, love,
But don't understand how to go.

But we're still crawlin', crawlin', crawlin', 'pon the
Soil.

Still bawlin', bawlin', bawlin', and the grand worms
Coil.

And there ain't no way in hell,
No way in hell we're gonna get out,
No way we're gonna get outta this hole,
Not this way, not that way, who knows?

And I'm just the ant eater sitting 'pon the hill,
Waiting for them ants, for them guts to spill,
Never quite figurin' out where I be.