Friday, May 18, 2007

You don't even know

What's it like being the only one under the sun,
Who can help herself by being the only one who's dead and gone?
How many of your species recover?
I don't know.
How many of your species take cover?
I don't know.
How many of you are there left?
I don't know.
How many of you haven't made it?
...

Saturday, May 12, 2007

I thought my heart would explode

Heh.

I really, really did.

Little

Little drunk, little stoned,
Little pissed, little boned,
Little shits a little pwned.

Shut

The

Fuck

Up.

=)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Let's stay strong, shall we?

People will say all sorts of things to start a scene.

People are just people, there's no need to fret.

People will blame and maim you,

But you'll stay on your feet.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Well I feel just like a child.

'Cos it's the blank space between what is and what has been,
And my head is through my chest, I better do my best,
I'm a life.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Fuck you.

This shit is fucking unbelievable,
Your scene is fucking inconcievable,
I fucking hate it when you turn your cheek,
Then you have the nerve to fucking call me weak,

Am I so wrong to want to avoid being confronted,
When all my life I've been nothing but blunted,
I'm sick of having my heart tossed around,
Why don't you fucking take off your halo and come back to ground?

I need you to help me comb my hair

I'd like you to suture flowers to my skin,
I'd like you to rub poultice in my eyes,
I'd like you to touch my lights and grin,
I'd like you to chuckle and lay with me beneath the skies.

I need you to comfort my insecurity,
I need you to dress me in your gown,
I need you to make my blanket of empathy,
I need you to be there for me while I'm down.

And you could do whatever you wanted,
Any other day when you weren't around,
But right at that precise moment,
I want you earth bound.

I'm the one with head over heel..

Congratulations on being a U-ROC award recipient, Christine.

Christine is an outsanding youth in our community. Christine has overcome many challenges this past year and has done so with dedication, passion, and grace. Christine has worked hard to create change in her life and to look critically at decisions she makes. Christine has grown tremendously this past year and needs to be commended for the efforts she has made. We are very proud of you!











So why don't I fucking feel good?