Fuck

upon melting stars says:
AND I stepped on this rough piece of wood and now have these weird hole/slice in my foot.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
--->
@#$% says:
Wow.
@#$% says:
That's pretty haggard.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
It was pretty sore.
@#$% says:
I can imagine.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
C'est la vie.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
I think I should die or something.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
'Cos I think I'd stop worrying then.
@#$% says:
About your foot?
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Naw.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
More serious things then that. o_O
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Like going to go get tests done that I've delayed for a year and a bit, Tyler coming back from the ranch, patching things up with Kalyn, and then upholding a successful relationship with Tyler if he does still decide to like me.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And starting birth control, and waking up and benig an adult to myself for once
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Instead of being one to everyone else.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Stop feeling superior to the inferior twats who think their toes hurt because their heart is aching.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And upholding a relationship with Amanda, who I just reconnected with today.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
We saw Stardust, good movie.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
And the start of school, being thrown into the pool of sharks.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Tossed by every glance like a seabird caught in a terrible storm.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Constantly watching my back in this state of fearless paranoia (don't ask), inevitably growing to loath everyone around me, using the counsellors to get my way, lying to myself and the people who try to get close me, encasing myself in layers and layers of thick, oily, leather, refusing to let the sharpest knife penetrate me.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
I lived the summer in some wonderland where I was independant, had somewhere to go, had people to see, was welcome wherever I went.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
Now it's back to being the underdog to everyone.
- ₪۩۞۩₪ - 'Cos it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars says:
So, holy fucking shit I deserve a mental breakdown or something.